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The summer prior to my senior year (summer of 1991) I enlisted in the Navy via their D.E.P. much to my friends’ and family’s dismay. I have goals in life and in order to reach them I knew that I had to go into the military. My grades in high school were poor and I […]
Continue ReadingWrithing world and the darkness slakesCompanions of pain and doubt constantStabbing pains of twisted loves Resolve that is firm, yet doubting my rhymeTears fall amidst the fear and lossEphemeral life and relative reality Restless nights full of thoughts and premonitionsA life in tatters and yet is wholeThe questions pose themselves unavailed in the night The […]
Continue ReadingHaving lost your heart and kind eyes has ripped the joy from my life. I miss your thoughts, your looks, and your voice. I miss the illusion of friendship that your presence bore. Friends, I thought we were until your eyes cast me aside. Cast my heart from the warmth of your smile like it […]
Continue ReadingMy heart swells with the happiness and joy of having known you Longing now fills the void in my heart where you stood for a ten-day You are 5000 miles away and I feel very inch Wanting you to want to be with me is the bitter-sweet thought that rocks me to sleep I know […]
Continue ReadingSo far away An ocean apart I have missed you so much I can feel it in my heart Your soft touch and smile so bright Leave me happy memories that keep me warm at night You have made me feel so special, so happy, and right I wish you were here right now so […]
Continue ReadingThis was written in 4 parts. Each two lines was written to a specific person and written in a card for them, and each was meant to fit into this specific little Christmas Poem. I was in the military and at sea when I wrote this, perhaps during my cruise to the Mediterranean in 1995, […]
Continue ReadingTo write “these” all I have to do is think of you and the emotions attempt to pour out my pencil and on to the page It is too bad for my pencil is not the best interpreter My pencil can express only minimally what my emotions tell it To find out truly what emotions […]
Continue ReadingAs gentle as the morning sun I remember your touch You laughter and beauty haunt my dreams In the morning I sigh, as I think of you My days are filled with dreams of you and our so brief moments together Before I lay myself to sleep and as I wake to the morning I […]
Continue ReadingAs the suspense builds, I grow impatient I wait to see you after out last parting so long ago I wait so long, to finally get you here with me, bronchi alone With no worries or concerns, just what to do next Just You and I In the time that we were together, we found […]
Continue ReadingTrees pollinate and the animals mate The young grow and flourish as the sun beams down The sick and weak wane as the leaves fall The feeble are no more as whiteness sets upon the land This is the cycle of life and death as mother nature has ordained This will be always The stars, […]
Continue ReadingOn a night most filled with doubt and confusion, fear and longing I prayed to the lord I prayed while I lay awake in bed A bed not mine, but of the place that takes me away from you Eyes closed, I prayed While I prayed I envisioned a lighted portal above me, the mild […]
Continue ReadingThese poems, if you would be so kind to call them that, have been written usually while being depressed or hurting emotionally. To this day there is only one poem that I have written with a positive emotion behind it. Unfortunately, it seems to be that only negative emotions seem drive my somewhat limited creative […]
Continue ReadingToday we finally had the chance to go snorkeling. This was the one tour that we had the money to do. We, order on purpose, did not bring a lot of money on this trip. Hopefully, if we are able to come again, we will bring more money as there are so many, many other […]
Continue ReadingPronounced ‘A-rion’ like Scooby Doo would say “Look Shaggy a lion!” – “Rook Raggy a rion!” Now that we have pronunciation out of the way and you are not thinking of me as an arian racist thug I can move on to other nerdy and kind of embarrassing facets. The nitty-gritty is something that you […]
Continue ReadingPronounced ‘A-rion’ like Scooby Doo would say “Look Shaggy a lion!” – “Rook Raggy a rion!” Now that we have pronunciation out of the way and you are not thinking of me as an arian racist thug I can move on to other nerdy and kind of embarrassing facets. The nitty-gritty is something that you […]
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